wats dis wid me??

you came again n again and then ur gone...
u took so much of me from me,
m scared will i ever find my self again,
wat if i jus dont fit outside anymore,
oh gosh sombudy hld me n tell me wat was da me
have i really changed from inside,
 cooz at time when comin over ur place
 i would often crib fo not being able to be da real me,
 n now dat its da way its not supposed to be
where is da me lost from me.
oh gosh u took too much from the real me.
wat was it dat dint make it work,
wat is lack of love
not it cant be coz i dint love u
i loved ur soul ur heart ur mind
 i love u more than u can think i could love ever,
wat turned u so blind, wat turned u so wild,
were u scared of my passion my commitment
or u jus knew u wanted to leave it somhow,
tell me y now n lke dis,
seriously dude u took  a lot from me,
coz m so lost even when wid my friends
m so lost even when all alone,
m so addicted to everything,
m so paralyzed wid no u being there,
its broken me n crushed me,
i took my belief of from god,
did i do u wrong ur my parents or wat went wrong,
somtimes its jus vain tryin to figure out
somtimes its so much pain to live a day more
to wake up i dont even fee l like
to sleep m dying n pray it comes fast
to work i m dying it doenst end,
so i dont go lookin out for wat do i want from me,
u stay in my heart, even when it hurt
, even when it all fall apart,
loved ur soul with ALL my heart
will u help me find me,
will u hep me be me.