crash

you only see wat your eyes want to see,
how can life be wat u want it to be,
your broken when your heart not open,
you live your life wid hate n regret,
you pass good times wid wastelss agress,
your frozen when your hearts not open.
tonite i die in ur arms,
tonite i lived quite long,
have hurting been like a habit to us,
we forget its we who have to live,
see each other day n night,
its all about your things n issues,
its al about keeping love alive,
m scared how would it be to forget,
its da most difficult thing
to hurt and keep killing,
knowing well quite well its love dat needs to be developed
insecurites i have so many
coz u a boy n u only dont worry,
these creatures who suck my blood maknig me low
wat do i do if m like this,
wat do i do if u dont like a thing in me.
i think its best to die tonite....